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Thursday, October 14, 2010

Pale Blue Colored Eyes

The angel opens her eyes.....pale blue colored eyes....

I sit here awake. With a chance to breathe. A note of happiness surrounds me. Feeling all alone since I understand the disapproval all around me.. I have no way of knowing how much of me if left. How log I can take the pressure before I explode from utter insanity. Not insanity...explode from the inability to express after all this time. I can see all...not far now but so far from reach that it aches my everlasting heart. Given the chance to paint this scene I will do just that but don't expect anything other than a disturbance of power on a simple piece of wood. Crashing, floating, burning, creating all over the simplicity.
The animals they call for me...showing me simply where I have gone so wrong by being so utterly silent. They see, they know, they understand the effect that they have on this complex mind. Then silence...a bird stirs in it, creating a memory one that will remain forever. Like a bird going after prey.

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

The times of Happiness~

So you are told to follow your heart....told to watch to watch your step...told to keep your head up. But the question is?????? LOVE
Love is the reason that we are alive. It is the creator of all things good and true. So how do you know that you are truly following your heart?
When are you the most happy? Who or what are you thinking of that makes you that way?
So many questions...

I love you....

I can't do this now!

Will try again later~

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Shocking Worlds

The fear was up...not knowing anything of the future was her absolute control. Forget control! WIth a deep breath and a strong sense of wonder, she set off. Taking one step at a time until she reached the final destination. Being there was so familiar. The company with no guard up. The desire to be there was so overwhelmingly inspirational that it was difficult for her to even speak. Off to bed with a sensitive mind.
The morning brought new ideas and surprises along with an experience she will never forget. The ability to combine two of the worlds she new from a view in the clouds. Tears of happiness and inspiration filled her heart. She developed an instant familiarity of faith and love. They creatures spoke to her as if they new she would be watching. Sending plumes of acknowledgment in the air; making her hold her heart from exploding from desire. The timing was perfect as if it was her control. Like the fifth element of life. The morning ended so quickly as it had begun.

The next day brought on the water yet again. The air that she breathes. the love that she understands. Covered in seaweed, she pushed the sand in her hair, on her skin, through her mind until there was nothing left put pure orgasmic energy! Like cartwheels in the sand.
The afternoon was timeless. Tears of joy ran down her face as a loved one shared his utmost energy with the audience. She says loved one but sees him from another world. He doesn't recognize her as family as she does him. She hopes that he will see.
Faces appear before her. Shy at first but graceful. She is shy a little too. The faces shall appear later in the night.
The evening starts with smiles and glances of other worlds. One face in particular lifted her from the ground and shocked her heart with an incredible jolt. The shock of another time and a feeling beyond what she was able to handle, someone with the same gift as she. His words were kind and his voice was timeless. He took a piece of her as she of him and then he was gone as soon as it started.
Another new smile brought in her healing abilities. He too a loved one from another world although he doesn't recognize. She needs him to see...but can he see? Is he so blinded by his cover that he can't let in the energy she has already possessed him with? The one that stands by her understands without questioning her purpose to the other although he will always put up that fight inside himself. She is relentless and pushes on to gather the perfect pieces of information to charge him with light. She makes an impact but realizes today that he must make the next step to let it in all the way. He hasn't yet been shown the impact that her charge made on the other being in his related life.
She waits... hoping that she can make even the slightest impact. She believes in him and his abilities. She can see through him..
She sees him with a piece of her!

She loves without fear....it doesn't exist in her world.

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Synchronicity

The clock on the wall says a significant time. The word comes up again in same day in full bloom. An acquaintance makes a comment and yet it feels like they are deeply related to you. The cross on your wall suddenly smiles at you. The wind says listen to me right before it pushes you over.

These are the things to listen to. The little warnings, the hesitations, simple desires.

Things do happen...and for a reason....probably.....just listen

If one is following a certain order, a certain religion, the obvious can and will be ignored at times. Listen to the voice inside you! There is a reason for it! It will make a better place for you. Follow it!


12:34 is my time~ What is yours?

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Green

The sun rises. It chimes...and the day has begun. Green spills over the atmosphere hoping it could spread just one more inch over the dammage done by man. I choose to help the green spread. Can you help? I planted something last night as simple as a seed and with a little light and a lot of love that seed will grown in to a fantastic work of art and a life. Spread the light and the love!

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Hesitation

I sit here and I hesitate. I wonder what is to come of all this. This time in life. I know what is to come but just wonder who is to be there to join in the game. For the next moment of time, I just wonder. The game of life. One minute you are deeply within and the next is just simply being here at the moment. No extra thoughts, conversations. Enjoy this moment. Who knows how much time we have. Well, I know we don't have much! So gracious for all the people in my life. I love you everyday and here after.

Monday, February 8, 2010

Colliding Societies

What life are we truly looking to live?

Not everyone has the same fantasies and desires as I.
I choose to love everyone no matter what!
My idea of society is family. A family not by blood but by love. Anyone is welcome. Bring your talents and your abilities and leave your greed at the door. Take off your political mask and your judgments.
You wonder what's left to talk about when you arrive? Amazing things...the need to change, grow, fill basic needs and just be....
This is my greatest desire.
It's a wonder why I am not living in the remote jungle!
Grow food, sing songs, laugh, love, teach.....tell me more!!!!!!

What is your reality?

Our lives are threatened everyday by possibility. Why fear that? Why question it? What is done is done and what is will be. We were all made to have the greatest of all...greatest creations, greatest ideas, greatest encounters and so on. We can not all see what we desire since society has so greatly kept us from our desires. Free your mind and your heart and the incredible and greatest desired will appear right before your eyes. I am the light and the sound that share the same frequency as yours. I only appear to be your hero...yet find you one in the same.